![]() And five years ago…įive years ago, I still couldn’t write. And talking to people felt a little more effortless.Īnd then I realize it’s been five years. ![]() And my writing felt a little more effortless. And I posted it to my wonderful fanfic discord–and we started to talk about it, just commenting on the characters coming in and out (as we still are, as I’m writing this). ![]() But writing was making me feel, at least, a little better.Īnd then I got the notification for the anniversary thing. I had already ditched an earlier weekly virtual movie night with my friends, and I felt… pretty defeated. Part of the reason I was writing at all was because it made me feel some small bit of comfort among those bunk depression feels, and I didn’t feel like I had the energy to talk to anyone tonight. I had this kind of crummy day, and I was thinking a lot about where I am in life and feeling a bit dissatisfied and unsure if this is where I “should” be. ![]() I’m just sitting here, watching the undertale anniversary concert stream, waiting for it to start (yes, Papyrus! I’m 40 minutes early too!!), and was working on writing undertale fanfiction in the meantime.Īnd I just had this weird, crystalizing moment–like, 5 years later, and this is where I am right now.Īt first, I wasn’t sure if I should be happy about it. ![]()
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